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𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤



Assalamualaikum!
I mentioned in my previous post that I am currently watching a kdrama entitled When the Weather is Fine. I just finished it, literally just finished it and honestly I'm still overwhelmed. First, I can't believe I actually finished it. Second, I can't believe it's really over 😭 I posted a story on Instagram after watching the first two episodes. I mentioned there that they were soooo slow. Like, painfully slow. But here I am, writing a review about the drama after finishing 16 episodes of it, with the reason why I keep watching.

Before I start, I have two main reasons why I watched this drama. First, I like the title. The direct translation from the Korean title is "I'll Go to You When the Weather is Fine". I think from the title itself is already so beautiful, so I gave it a try. Secondly is because of the cast. I like Seo Kangjoon and Lee Jaewook especially, and watched a lot of Park Minyoung's drama too before this so these 3 names are not a stranger for me. But Lee Jaewook is what attracts me the most as I watched him in Extraordinary You and thought he's really a good actor, he played a cold character in EY but in this drama his character seems to be more similar to his real personality, so it's interesting.

The drama's poster

This drama is an adaptation from a Korean novel, with the same title but as far as I know, there's no english version of the novel. Would love to read if there's one though! So basically, the story is about Haewon (Park Minyoung) who lost her job in Seoul so she came back to her hometown, in a countryside. And there she meets Eunseop (Seo Kangjoon) who actually have a crush on her for since their high school days. The thing is, Eunseop remembers everything about Haewon, but Haewon barely knows anything about Eunseop. In the small neighbourhood, Haewon is known as the daughter of a murderer, while Eunseop is known as the son of the man in the mountain. Both have rough time in their life, and they meet each other in the cold winter.

Sounds like a typical romance kdrama right? But no. Haewon and Eunseop are the main characters, but not because the whole drama is about them. It's because from them, we can see the story about other people around them. Besides Haewon and Eunseop's own love story, this drama is mainly about Haewon-how her trust is broken by her own best friend, Haewon's mother- how the village's most popular girl end up spending 7 years in jail, Haewon's aunt- how a best-seller novel author end up living her life alone in a countryside, Eunseop's history that is a lot colder than what people saw. But, this drama is lightened also with side story of Jangwoo (Lee Jaewook) and his long-time crush, Hwi (Eunseop's sister) and her crush for her senior at school. Basically, it's a drama full of little stories of different people and the different lessons we can get from it.

Like I mentioned earlier, the first two episodes are soooo slow. I can barely know what the drama is about after watching the first episode. Usually we kind of get the idea about the drama after first two episodes but it was still blurry for me, but one thing I know is I am so in love the setting of this drama. It was filmed in winter at a countryside. It was snowy, and they mostly wear thick coats or sweater and drank coffee to make themselves warm. And one of the most important key point in the drama is the monthly meeting (or is it weekly... sorry i have bad memory) at Eunseop's bookstore. It's a meeting which the bookstore club members gathered to share what they read, and here they shared poem, quotes from book, and all of them are seriously beautiful. Sometimes related to life, sometimes related to love. Just, for some reason, I can feel the warmth in this drama. The vibe overall is so cozy. So I just keep watching. The painfully slow pace gets better in the third and fourth episodes, but still very little thing is explained. Also like I said, this drama has a lot of story, so naturally while watching you'll have a lot of questions. But the answer seems to be so far that I get frustrated.

And then I realized. This drama is about life. This is the message of this drama. This is exactly what the drama wants to portray.

That, in life, you don't always get immediate answer. You don't always get to move with your pace. Some things come slow. Also when it comes to others, whatever story you know about them, it might just be the surface of it. But no one knows the deep truth unless they themselves tell it to you.

So I realized that the producer and writer of this drama are genius. And that, is the reason why I continue to watch the drama until the very end.

Also, honourable mention to Seo Kangjoon! He really, really plays as Eunseop so well. His eyes, especially. It was both warm, and cold at the same time. And that's about Eunseop. He gives warmth to others, despite keeping a cold secret to himself. I couldn't ask for a better Eunseop, seriously. And one last thing I love about this drama, the setting from episode 1-15 are in winter, while the last episode, it's in spring. The cold, hard time in life will pass and a warm, happy time is waiting for you.

However, I won't recommend the drama to just anyone. I'll recommend it if I know they love books, or they've watched a similar slow-paced drama because it is, indeed slow-paced until the very end. I myself, even though I LOVE the drama, I can never watch 2 episodes back to back. I can only watch 1 episode at one time because 1 episode feels like 2 hours. I watched the drama and left twitter for 1 hour, but once the episode ends I feel like "finally it's been soooo long". But it's really worth it, I'm glad I decide to watch this drama. The last episode is not even sad, but I cried as soon as it ends because it was so beautiful. The drama overall, it's really a beautiful and warm drama.

Sorry if my review is bad, not really my thing but I just want to let out all these feelings about this drama because no one else close to me is watching 😭 I feel like this drama will always have the special spot in my heart.

Thats all from me! Stay safe guys! And happy fasting!! May we all have a fruitful Ramadhan this year although it's not gonna be the same like our previous, normal Ramadhan 😔
Till the next time, Assalamualaikum and Goodnight 🌜

You'll know why I said Goodnight if you watch the drama 🤪
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Assalamualaikum guys!
You guys can probably guess why I'm here. Dah bosan sangat habis segala social media scroll, barulah nak teringat diri sendiri ada blog hahaha. How are you guys doing during this RMO period?

        It amuses me. 3 months ago we couldn't even imagine we would be stuck at home due to a pandemic. Bosan, yes, sometimes memang mati akal tak tahu dah nak buat apa. But to be bored right now is a privilege. Setiap kali nak mengeluh, "bosannyaaaaaaaa", teringat frontliners semua, they probably would PAY to be as bored as us. I myself ada kakak doctor, walaupun baru houseman, but she works in an environment yang lebih terdedah dengan risiko virus ni even though dia tak involved directly. She underwent screening for Covid-19 because one of her colleagues is infected, as I'm typing this, she's still in quarantine. Hopefully the result of the test would be negative. So guys, hargailah kebosanan ini ☝🏻

         Life update, my laptop broke down just a few days after RMO officially starts. So right now I'm updating with my phone. Sekarang baru nak hargai laptop. Dulu ada laptop malas update. Haaa taip la kau guna phone 😂 If I have my laptop maybe I'll have more choice of activities to do, like designing, self-learn new Adobe Photoshop/Illustrator skill... Acah je tu, I'll probably end up just watching k-drama on a bigger screen compared to my phone. Tapi, itulah, ada hikmahnya jugak sebab sekarang tengah cuti so I don't need to use the laptop for urgent matters such as study or online class. My current semester is put on halt until June. Cuma, nak repair laptop pun tak boleh jugak sebab tak ada orang nak repair. So terbiar sepi laptop tu buat sementara waktu. Tapi I lagi kesian dekat adik I sebenarnya, dia maybe happy dapat cuti lama, kalau laptop I okay mesti sakan dia main game hahaha.

         So what I've been doing this few weeks... Tak ada apa yang productive sangat pun. Just tengok kdrama, on-going kdramas I'm watching right now are When the Weather is Fine and Welcome. Besides kdrama, I'm getting to know new Kpop group yang dah lama usha tapi tak sempat kenal-kenal nama. Kpop kan ramai, muka sama kan 🙄 If you guys bosan sangat bolehlah berjinak-jinak dengan dunia pengkpopan. Banyak content nak catch up, mesti tak bosan hahaha. Oh, I dah berjinak main UNO, I mean main online, dekat apps. Almost everyday main. Pengajaran main UNO is jangan tamak and sekarang dah tahu kenapa berjudi tu haram 😂 It's addicting when you bet and get back more than the amount that you bet. Other than UNO, I just go back and forth between my 162552 accounts on twitter. Yep, on twitter je. Apps lain I malas bukak. Probably bukak instagram 3 kali sekali, unless I nak update story lebih sikit so lebihlah bukak ig tu. Whatsapp pun I mostly respond to my friend's groupchat je. Yang lain I baca through notification je or reply guna nawaitu. Betul-betul social distancing ni.

        Dah taip-taip baru sedar betapa worthless dan tak ada isinya post ni hahaha. Untuk ada sedikit pengajaran, I nak selitkan, if you guys ada rezeki lebih, bolehlah cari any NGO or trusted organization yang open donation for those in needsㅡ orang yang betul-betul susah. I mean, of course tak ada masalah nak donate untuk zoo, untuk KKM, untuk other frontliners, but if ada rezeki lebih, if you guys nak tolong, please look for donation untuk fellow saudara kita yang kesusahan. Or maybe pekerja asing, some of them on normal days pun kena tindas majikan, apatahlagi time pandemic yang ekonomi syarikat majikan diorang sedikit sebanyak terjejas ni.

Okay tu je hehe bye guys stay safe, duduk rumah diam-diam, nak bising boleh kalau tak ada jiran.
Assalamualaikum 😊


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Universiti Malaysia Pahang | 24 November 2019

Assalamualaikum!
Hehehehe hi guys it's been a while! Guess who made empty promise of updating new uni life but didn't? Yes, its me. I'm that clown 🤡  Sekarang dah week 13 dah pun hahahaha 

         Life update: pretty good I guess. Okay since I've never mentioned it on my blog, I pursue my degree at UMP, majoring in Graphic & Multimedia Techonology. It's my first choice course so I was happy and grateful when the result came out. Alhamdulillah. First few weeks were quite messy as I have to settle the credit exemption thingy and keep adding and dropping subjects. It was until the 3rd week kot I finally have fixed subjects registered and a schedule for the semester. Annnnd remember on my previous post I asked for tips on how to make friends. Well, honestly I don't really make A LOT of friends yet but I did try to be more friendly and tegur anyone I know when we cross path. Before this, I'm not that kind of person. Like, if orang tu tegur dulu I would gladly reply but I rarely initiate it first because takut annoying hahaha. But this time I did try and it wasn't bad at all. 

         That's it I guess for life update? Everything else is pretty much the same. Oh, and few days ago, I had my diploma convocation!! Went back to Melaka on Friday, although the convocation is on the next Tuesday. Saje pergi awal sebab nak lepak-lepak with my girls! Rindu sangatttt. Aku just jumpa Shada je sekali after habis diploma and haven't met the others. So I was soooo excited I keep screaming about my convo on twitter, it must've been annoying hahaha. Anyways, I'm not gonna talk about my convocation, actually. I just wanna talk how I've been feeling during the Melaka trip and after the convocation.

          I don't know if this is post-convo-depression I'm feeling, but I've been feeling really nostalgic these past few days. It's just... how to say it eh? Looking back, I just realized how far I've come. I still remember the first day my family send me to Melaka, back then we stayed at Bunga Raya. Hostel paling buruk pernah aku pergi. Back then I was dumbfounded at how the hostel looks like, and not to mention our house is on the 5th floor, all stairs... Bruh, penat do. Dahlah almost bulan puasa masa tu. During the Melaka trip, we dropped by at mamak dekat Bunga Raya tu, mamak tu pun dah upgrade kedai dia. Dah lawa dah. And then we talked a bit about how Bunga Raya eventually grew on us. Unlike the burukness, it is actually the best hostel we've stayed at. Kitorang semua tidur ruang tamu instead of our own room, malam-malam tidur bukak sliding door, balik kelas penat naik tangga 5 tingkat so everyone just threw ourselves dekat tilam. To me, Bunga Raya really builds our friendship. I don't think we would grow as close as we are now if we did not start with Bunga Raya.

           Also... during the convocation day itself, I met my sem 1 crush hahaha. We... almost became a thing but somehow, we didn't. I saw him once after we stopped talking, after that I think I almost never see him anymore?? Kalau ada pun maybe dari jauh, for a few seconds and that's it. Saw him on other people's insta story je. But then, I saw him again that day. I don't feel bunga-bunga dah tengok dia, although he did look better hahaha cam dah kurus sikit, BUT like I said overall it just feels nostalgic. I met him during my first semester, and now we both graduated... How time flies... And!! Aku jenis ceni tau, to move on from someone I had feelings for, I will avoid them until I fully moved on. After I did move on, honestly, honestly, I did hope we'll cross path because I want to tegur him. Because I no longer have any feelings, including hard feelings. I honestly feel like we'd be great friends. But yeah, never had the chance to. During the convocation day, aku duduk belakaaaang sekali among the graduates. Belakang row aku dah start row parents. Untuk graduates yang dah ambik scroll, diorang kena lalu belakang row aku untuk pergi balik seat diorang. And guess what I did? I tegur him. After such a looooong time. After 2 years-ish. I talked to him. It was a simple "weh haaai" but I was so satisfied. I just hope he knows by that short greeting, I have no hard feelings anymore. 

          Everything overall, is just so nostalgic. Looking at the roads we always use, going to places we always go to, driving-thru McD we always go to, singing songs we used to sang in every karaoke session, even ordering our usual ais kosong makes me feel something. Although it feels like everything goes by in a blink, looking back, 3 years are not short at all and I did a lot of things together with my friends and personally went through a lot of things that gives memorable lessons in life. It's been a great 3 years, and if you asked me if I'll go through it again, I would. Honestly, I would.

That's all I guess, Assalamualaikum! 😊

Rasa macam dewasa lah post macam ni
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Mayang Sari Express, Melaka-KL | 5 Aug 2019

Assalamualaikum!
Disebabkan aku triggered dengan poll @twtblogger_MY yang ada mention pasal blogger 4-7 updates per year, aku pun rasa dah tiba masanya untuk aku update something dekat sini. Target aku at least 8 updates setahun so aku tak tergolong dalam golongan 4-7 update setahun tu hahaha.

       So! It has realllllly been a while, that sedar tak sedar (ayat cliche) it's already the end of my 9 months break 😭 As you guys might know, or not know, I took a break after diploma and apply for UPU for my degree, that's why I have a looong break, and Alhamdulillah I got accepted at my first choice university for UPU, which will be revealed later, maybe, maybe I'll write a post especially for my first time experience there hehe. Anyways, I got accepted, and will be registering next week, on 2nd September 2019. I'm feeling a lot of things all at once tbh.

       I'm kinda excited to continue study because it's been a while, although I enjoy my time at home, I'm just repeating the same routine all over again so it's... kinda boring I guess. I don't even have anything to write in my journal. It's getting neglected now hahaha. I feel scared too because my diploma friends- despite getting the same course, we're all separated in different universities. Those who know me irl knows I am barely separated with them while in diploma so, I kinda forgot on how to make new friends. Not to mention I am VERY socially awkward too... Let's see how it goes....

      To recap what I've been doing these past 9 months... Hah, I did not work anywhere- not outside of my house. I only do freelance design at home. I started a design commission account on twitter from like, a week after diploma ends? To collect money for a staycation with my friends. But since I don't have license and I can't depend on my parents or sister to send, fetch me from work je kan, so I decided to continue taking commission. The first month, I got like RM150~ish from the commission but Alhamdulillah people start to trust my service and then it rose up to RM500~ish for the next month. It's similar amount with what I can get if I work part time outside. Difference is, my working hour starts from sukahati a.m-sukahati p.m hahaha. Makan minum everything dekat rumah kan so although I didn't earn as much as working outside, I tak penat (but sakit belakang- yes sebab duduk depan laptop je) and most importantly I enjoy what I do. But please don't try to estimate how much I have in my bank account by calculating RM500x8 (months) because... ha ha, I spend a lot on... stuffs..... ha ha ha.....

      If you're wondering what kind of designs I do, remember I did talk about Cupsleeve Event that is an on-going trend among Kpop fans right now in my previous posts? To organize the event, organizer has to prepare cupsleeve (of course), and usually comes with other freebies such as handbanner, photocard, postcard, etc! So I take commission to design those things. Aside from improving my photoshop and design skill, I buat kerja sambil tengok muka oppa while getting money too. Duit dapat tu pun ada jugak pulang balik dekat oppa, to buy their albums 😑 If... You're curious about it, you guys can visit my design commission account, @wujudesigns on twitter hehe. I'm not that good though. I keep the account as secret from all my friends, they don't even know it exists, and my family just know I do designs for blablabla but they didn't know exactly where I promote my service. I'm insecure with my designs but I'd like to think that I'm improving!

      But I also accept non-Kpop related designs. I have another source from my cousin to design bunting for nasi lemak, karipap, char kuay teow, etc. It's honestly so fun! I start to pay more attention to menu buntings at warung to get ideas. Paling terharu bila dapat feedback katanya bertambah pelanggan after letak bunting. Although of course, rezeki is from Him, but if the bunting did helps, I am more than happy to indirectly contribute 😭❤

       Anyways! I'm glad I took this 9 month break. It's a very, very well needed one. I don't think I can handle degree just a month after the stressful diploma FYP. My mental health overall during this break has been extremely fine, I've never been so happy and laid-back, the lack of contact with new people has made me kind of excited to make friends (although I don't know how yet) and I'm anticipating my new routine. It makes me feel more determined to do well in degree too. Playtime's over, I really need to do this shit seriously hahaha. Diploma banyak main-main. If I do well for degree, I'll officially declare 2019 as my best year so far after 2013. So please, pray for me hehe! Also if anyone wants to drop tips on how to make friends, I'll really appreciate it 😂

So that's all for now air gas (read= I guess).
Bye, Assalamualaikum 😊

Did I mention I stanned 2-3 new Kpop groups during this break? ha ha
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Kompleks Sukan, UTeM, Melaka | 27 April 2018

Assalamualaikum!
Is it too late to wish Happy Fasting to everyone? Hehehe selamat berpuasa semua!! May our Ramadhan this year is filled with barakah and may we all get to use this chance to strengthen our iman and stay istiqamah to do the ibadah. Amiin!!

       I've been wanting to write on this topic for quite a few times, but my laziness got in between so,,,, yeah hahaha. What makes me want to write on this topic again is because recently UPU result for SPM leavers came out, and I've been seeing tweets regarding the results they get- which, reminds me of this repetitive story on how I ended up taking Diploma in ICT in UTeM.

       I told this story to basically everyone close to me. This course is my 11th choice out of 12 given. Itu pun, aku actually letak ICT ni sebab ni macam course yang aku boleh bawak kot compared to science-related course like engineering, etc although I was a science stream student. My original ambition was to be an English teacher as I love the subject and my sister is an English teacher too so watching her kinda inspire me. But then last minute suddenly I nak jadi cikgu tadika. I pun tak tahu kenapa 😂 So basically, I was contemplating between those two lah. So my UPU application focused on those two, and selebihnya yang nak isi ruang-ruang kosong tu, I filled in with ICT-related course. Oh, ada jugak selit course masscomm for fun, went to the interview but I didn't do well so I didn't put my hope high. Although I am very interested to pursue in masscomm just because the campus is in Melaka.

       Even with no high hope, I did think of the possibility of me passing that interview kan so I sukalah kalau dapat belajar dekat Melaka sebab I lived in Johor, born there, grow up there, until I was 14 before I moved to Kuantan. My point is, while I'm in Johor, my family always go to Melaka so I thought that it would be nostalgic to go back to Melaka to study. Long story short, when the UPU result came out, I was so confused because I don't even remember applying for Diploma in ICT?!?!?! And then it hits me, "Oh, ni course aku letak nak isi tempat kosong tu,". But I think I am not as disappointed considering the fact that being a teacher is the only profession I ever dreamed of when I was 15-17 years old. I'm more 'okay' than I thought with what I get. Turns out there's a lot of my classmate who didn't even get any offer for UPU so I'm even more thankful to get one. Although I have no idea where this course will take me in the future, I'm happy with the fact that it's in Melaka!

       3 years of diploma, it wasn't my best performance I would say. I think I can do better if I try harder, but, it was bearable and survivable, thanks to my family and friends. And along the way of learning a course I truly had no pure intention of getting accepted, along the way of learning the "fill-in-the-UPU-blank" course, I found what I truly want to do for life.

       I've always known this- I am a bad teacher. I can't express what I understand in a way that can help others to understand. Even in high school, I'm not the kind of student that you can refer to or ask questions because I honestly, don't know. I think I understand, but I'm always not sure enough to teach others. But by studying before exam, I ended up scoring my exam fairly well. I am aware at the fact that I can't teach for anyone's sake, but I was in denial. Because at that time I only see 'teacher' as my ambition. My world at that time was so so small, so I was stuck there. And somehow, I also realize that I'm bad with kids. I, honestly, only like kind kids hahaha. I don't like the annoying ones. I'm quite hot-tempered too. So, along the 3 years of learning this leftover course, along the 3 years of finding what I think I have passion in, I realize that I am truly not made for my previous ambitions.

        Now, here is where the dependence part comes on. That was a looong intro, right? Hahahaha. So as I've mention a looot of time in my previous post, I decided to take a break after diploma and apply for UPU instead for degree. It's a lie if I say I don't feel anything seeing my friends and batchmates pursuing for their degree already. Okay, a little promo for my boys, there's 2 songs that give me a lot of strength- My Pace and Grow Up by Stray Kids. Do check them out on Youtube hehehehe. Check the lyrics, it fits well with my concern so I really relate a lot to it. Moving on, I filled in the UPU application with what I want to pursue, all of them are ICT-related. 18 years-old me would be shook if she know this hahahaha. I do stress and think a lot in choosing the option but this time I'm more concerned on the location instead. Either close to home or close to my other friends 😂 I prioritize home though because I only have one option for that. Anyways, after sending the application, I feel at ease. I don't have an exact wish on my UPU result, I just hope I get one, anywhere, I don't feel like it matters anymore.

Because I've seen it- I've seen how God gives me the 11th choice out of 12 that I had, and that choice ended up making me discover myself. Makes me realizes that what you want doesn't necessarily be the best for you, and what you don't want doesn't necessarily mean it's bad for you. I've seen how God gives me what the best for me, so this time, too, I'll depend on Him. I know, He knows the best.

       The dependence leads to the sense of security. Even if didn't get my first choice or any choice at all, I know, I'm sure, I believe, I will find the hikmah sooner or later. Cliche, but there's always a reason behind why something happen. I'm not saying I'm always happy during my 3 years of diploma. I had my fair share of breakdowns too, especially the last two semesters. So what I mean by the best is not the-always-sunshine-and-rainbow kind of best, it's the I-went-through-a-lot-and-from-it-I-also-learnt-a-lot kind of best. So, whatever you're going through in life, believe me, you will be thankful of it, sooner or later.

So that's all I guess. Assalamualaikum 😊


“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” (QS. Al Baqarah: 216)


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Damansara, Kuantan | 2 Ogos 2018

Assalamualaikum!
Guys!!! Remember Zahi said to update her blog more frequently?? Yes!! That! Didn't!! Happen!!!!!
Let's go through what I've been doing since the end of diploma some other day, hopefully. But for now!!! I ada K-drama nak recommend untuk korang yang ada masa free nak tengok drama and untuk korang yang busy tapi sanggup tangguh kerja untuk tengok drama. Leggo!

This is the official poster for He Is Psychometric
       So, what is this "psychometric" term means? Maksud Psychometric ni dari segi istilah dia ialah bila kita sentuh something, kita dapat tahu orang/object tu punya past? Oh my god i'm so bad at this hshshjashajs OKAY CAMNI, bila sentuh kan, kita boleh tengok what happened before tak kiralah kita sentuh orang ke, objek ke haa camtu lah lebih kurang. So the main character, Lee An (played by GOT7's Jinyoung) has that ability. Sounds cool right??? Tapi... Lee An ni macam sengal (bahasa kasar: bodoh) sikit so jangan mudah tertipu dengan lelaki handsome okay guys 😔👌🏻 Ok gurau, since Lee An ni agak sengal (bahasa kasar: bodoh) sikit so it's interesting to see how he make use of this special ability of his. Meanwhile the female lead pulak, Yoon Jaein (played by Shin Yeeun), is a girl with a huge secret. Like, huge HUGE secret. She's trying so hard to live while keeping that huge secret from others, so when one day both Jaein and Lee An cross path, is it a good thing or not? Haaa, jeng jeng jeng. That's where the fun starts!

And turns out, Lee An and Yoon Jaein are actually related in more ways than they could ever expect 👀 *insert dramatic violin music here*

       To be honest, the reason I first watched this drama is sebab ada Jinyoung and Yeeun, Jinyoung because he's from my favourite kpop group, GOT7 and Yeeun pulak sebab suka tengok dia berlakon dalam web drama A-Teen (ni pun highly recommended, ada dekat Youtube!) But He is Psychometric, starting from the first episode, already exceed my expectation! My favourite element is how the editors arrange the plot and timeline of the drama. This drama actually involves both past and present timeline, but unlike some other dramas, it is arranged nicely that bila kita tengok, kita tak confuse and kita boleh easily indentify when is when.

       Secondly, I looove how tak ada satu moment pun yang I rasa bosan. Even dekat part yang tak serious and intense pun, the drama is filled with light scenes yang kelakar and and you can enjoy, and kind of like a moment to breathe? So you tak always bosan and at the same time you tak always serious je sambil tengok drama. Like, orang tengok drama nak release stress so kalau setiap masa kerja serious nak cari pembunuh je tak ke lagi stress? Kan guys? Please cakap setuju hahaha. The flow is this drama of just nice, not too rushing and  not too slow. You won't feel overloaded with banyak sangat fakta and hints in one episode, yet it's not empty too. Just enough to not make your brain explode 👌🏻

        Thirdly, I love the characters. The characters really complement each other SO well. Like, SO well. The chemistry is A+ I tell you. The relationship between the characters evolve so naturally, not forced, not overdone, although it's fated for the characters to meet each other, it's not tak logik or cliche kind of fated, if you understand what I mean? They don't just meet after 152726536 years sebab terlanggar dekat jalan, but there's a solid reason and a story line on how they meet. And I love how detailed the production team in finding their actors. Especially in matching the child actors with the actors that will play the adult role. If you guys tengok, you guys can really tell how similar they are. Which is, not something we get in a lot of kdrama. I suka details, so I suka perhatikan benda-benda remeh(but not so remeh) macam ni, so I can say I'm really impressed with this!

       Last but not least, or the most important one actually, the story line. Of course lah drama ambik pelakon paling hebat dalam dunia pun tapi kalau story line "meh", I won't stay and watch the drama okay ☕ This is coming from someone yang tengok drama pilih actor, if actor tu yang I tak familiar or I tak minat, there's a high chance I won't watch walaupun it's viral or everyone is talking about it. That's just me btw. So, guys, bila I yang start tengok this drama because of the actors, but I, stayed for the story line, that means the story line gold guys! Look into my eyes and trust me. Join my MLM! Tiber kan hahahah. I tak boleh cerita banyak pasal the story line sebab I takut I will spoil everything but I jamin it has a great story line, so far 8 episode I tengok ni. And, the genre of this drama is Romance Thriller, so korang yang suka tengok drama pasal kes-kes bunuh, but not too deadly serious, ada kelakar and romance secukup rasa, this drama is highly recommended! 

         So dekat mana korang boleh tengok cerita ni? Firstly, if korang ada Viu, boleh tengok dekat situ. Secondly, boleh tengok jugak dekat 8TV (showtime I tak sure sorryyy) but not really recommended sebab iklan lama + potong-potong (biasalah Malaysia dan iklan lama berpisah tiada), and lastly if nak tengok online, I biasa tengok dekat ondramanice ! Drama ni tayang dekat Korea hari Isnin and Selasa pukul 8.30 malam kalau tak silap, and dekat website ni biasanya dah ada english subtitle in about 12 hours macam tu je so this is the fastest site I know and also website yang tak leceh ada seribu ads sexy dekat tepi-tepi hahaha. 

My explanations and review sucks but please PLEASE give this drama a chance. I guarantee korang tak menyesal. If korang menyesal, datang balik dekat blog I and comment dekat post ni and naikkan traffic blog I hahahahahha okk gurau BUT PLEASE. WATCH. THE. DRAMA LIKE PLEASE I TAK PERNAH MERAYU MACAM NI SEUMUR HIDUP I.

Okay tu je, bye.
Assalamualaikum 😊




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Pangsapuri Sri Utama, MITC, Melaka | 5 Januari 2019


Assalamualaikum!
First post for 2019! Finally, after such a long time I am contemplating on what to post, put a few unfinished ones to draft, akhirnya, macam biasalah, yang tak plan tu jugaklah yang bergerak.

       2019. How young are you guys this year? I'm 21 this year. Wow dah lebih dua dekad hidup hahaha. Alhamdulillah. To be honest, since I become a university student, new years no longer give this special feeling I always feel when I was in school. Mostly because every year end and new year beginning is final exam season. So, tengah sibuk-sibuk nak exam tu anda rasa saya ada masa nak sambut tahun baru? Oh, which reminds me that when the clock strikes 00:00 on the 1st January 2019, my friends and I tengah dalam kereta nak drive thru McD hahaha. Our 2019's first meal 😂 And tengok bunga api dari dalam kereta je, ada la orang dekat dataran(?) dekat-dekat MITC tu pasang bunga api. Lepastu balik rumah macam tak ada apa-apa berlaku. Teruskan kehidupan makan tengah malam macam biasa.

       Azam pun, dah lama dah takde. Dah tahu dah bukan tercapai pun hahaha lagi-lagi azam nak kurangkan mencarut 😂 But this year, since dah umur doplohsatu kan, kenalah matang sikit. So I listed myself a few new year resolution and target.


        I'm not gonna elaborate everything because it's gonna be toooo long, you know la me bila dah start membebel. So the thrid point! If you don't know lah kan, this girl right here, is 21, and doesn't own a driving licence, YET, because I'm gonna get that ting this year!! InsyaAllah. Which is also why I need some time between diploma and degree, nak kumpul duit and all. 

       And then, degree! I didn't apply for direct entry for my degree because aku nak a fresh air (cewah) dekat tempat lain pulak. Baru tadi buat survey, and I think I've already set my eyes on a few uni 👀 And then by the end of this year, my diploma graduation, InsyaAllah kalau panjang umur, murah rezeki. Also, I nak tanya in advance, how do people graduate without crying for the whole day eh? I mean, kalau akulah kan, confirm dah emo teruk sebab YA ALLAH TAK SANGKA GRADUATE JUGAK. Hahahaha.

      Organize an event ni hehehehe as you might know or not know, I'm a kpop fans, so there is this trend of fandoms organizing birthday events or lebih famous as cup sleeve event, buat dekat kafe-kafe. You guys can search je on twitter and banyak result akan keluar for you guys to get the idea what kind of event it is. So my friends and I plan to organize one, and I'm honestly so excited hahahaha. So yeah, if we get to organize that event successfully, that will be a great achievement for me!

      Be more active in blogger, let's just wait and see hahahahaha.

      And last but not least, the last point. I actually have a lot of internet friends from outside of Malaysia. I know them from twitter, and yes they are also kpop fans, loving the same group that I love, which is GOT7! My internet friends actually mean a loooot to me (not that my in real life friends don't), but it feels even more special because we've never met each other, yet we give each other support and motivation when we need it. It's beautiful, honestly. They literally live across the ocean, Philippines, Indonesia, Brazil, Mexico, yet they treat me so kindly and I'm forever thankful of that. I even receive gifts, like physical gifts from one of them 😭 And, for that, I want to give them something back. And I hope I'll be able to do it this year!

     So that's all, so far, for my 2019's resolution. If you ever posted yours, do drop down the link in the comment! I would love to read them and be inspired. Selamat Tahun Baru semua!! Walaupun dah lebih separuh bulan Januari pun kan ahshahshs. 

Bye, Assalamualaikum! 😊

Dan Zahidah masih lagi dengan bahasa rojaknya. Korang sabar je lah eh?
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Teluk Cempedak, Kuantan | 9 Jun 2018

Assalamualaikum!

       So, as you guys know, or might not know, besides handlettering, I also do bullet journal, a.k.a bujo. You guys can simply Google to get the idea of what bullet journal is and how it looks like. Mine isn't as beautiful as pictures you guys might found, but, yeah, lebih kurang begitulah hahaha. I started bujo-ing since January 2017, so basically it's my second year bujo-ing. I ocassionally post pictures of my spread on my Instagram story and put it on highlights, and a few people replied that they're envious of how I'm able to keep up with journal-ing. So, since 2019 is coming real soon, maybe there's also some of you guys might be interested in bujo, but are afraid that it'll end up dibiarkan begitu saja terikat namun tak bertali, or fear that you guys might give up, here's some tricks that I can share.

1. You don't have to journal every single day.
       Although, you're everyday single, you don't necessarily need to journal everyday. Just like diary, you only write when there's anything funny, sad, interesting, etc happens in your life. Same goes with bullet journal. Most of the people in bullet journal community out there tends to design the spread before-hand so that's why you guys will see they have a complete days of the week in their bujo. As for me, that requires too much commitment and time, so I don't design before hand. That way, I can write only when I feel to because I'm not obligated to fill in the design for each day.

2. Decorate it!
      Now, here I'll get few excuses such as, "I tak berseni macam you", "I tak reti lukis", "Tulisan I tak lawa" and the list goes on. Although everything that is listed is wrong, as in, aku pun tak berseni, tak reti lukis, and tulisan buruk hahaha. However, decoration, doesn't necessary comes from you, if you know what I mean. It doesn't have to be something that you draw or write by yourself. You can always print out things, go to pinterest, and just type bullet journal printable, and tadaaa you'll see many things to choose from. Other than that, you can print out photos of your favourite artists, cartoons, or make it more meaningful by printing out selfies with your friends, photos of your cats, like, literally, anything. The point and uniqueness of bujo is it's only one in the whole world. You can never find a book, a journal similar to yours. So personalize it!

       If printing requires too much effort or time for you, you can always buy sticker from stores like Mr. D.I.Y (highly recommended sebab murah!) or Daiso or Kaison. If you say you don't know how to decorate your bujo, I suggest you to go through #bulletjournal on Instagram. You can get so many inspiration there. When I first started, I just directly copy how the bujo-ers paste their sticker, the senget benget, ada yang koyak-koyak kertas then tampal, tiru je. Just copy. Lama-lama, dah terbiasa and you know how to decorate your spread without any reference.

3. Everything doesn't have to be expensive and branded
       If you look on videos on Youtube, most of the bujo-ers have a branded notebook as their bujo. Of course, when it says branded, it means it costs quite some money. Plus, some of the things are hard to find in Malaysia unless you buy it online, and yes, shipping costs more money.

       For beginners I don't really suggest you to straight buy an expensive book for your journal, because for me, it took me halfway through the year barulah bujo I ada rupa bujo. 6 bulan sebelum tu, macam buku conteng budak tadika hahaha. So idk about you, but for me macam sayanglah buku dah mahal, tapi I ruined it. But if you memang berseni then of course you can spend money on it! If not, my suggestion is of course, notebook Mr. D.I.Y. But!!! There's very limited choice to choose from tbh because most of it are lined notebook and the lines are very obvious so that kinda ruin the spread. Kena pandai pilih. Ada line is okay, tapi kena cari yang line dia malu-malu camtu, macam nampak tak nampak je. You can also find your notebook at Daiso! This is recommended because Daiso have better choices of notebook. If you're lucky, you'll also find dotted and grid notebook, which the kind that lots of bujo-ers use. Harga still murah, design pun mostly cute je kan if from Daiso, so who wins? You win. Kaison also have many cute notebooks, but usually they sealed it with plastic so I don't really know how the inside looks like for most of it.

       Other than notebooks, decorations like tapes, stickers, sticky notes, Mr. D.I.Y got a looooot of cute ones and cost like RM 2~8 only. Same goes with pens! They got variety of pens, coloured, glittered, neon-coloured, mostly under RM10. It doesn't have to be from Muji, Stabilo, or any other well-known brands. This plays a part in your commitment to bujo-ing because let's say if your pen ran out of ink, you don't have the pressure to buy another one that cost quite an amount of money. Hope that makes sense, though.

4. If you don't have time, jot down in your phone first
       I understand, that nak betul-betul duduk, bawak keluar segala jenis pen, stickers blablabla and focus untuk journal almost everyday tu kadang-kadang leceh. So, if you're busy but still thought that whatever you went through is journal-worthy, you can always write in the Note in your phone first. Maybe you can write some important points so you wouldn't completely forget what happened? Kalau memory Dory macam I ni, memang senang je lupa so sometimes I do this. When it's weekend where I finally have some time and space to clear my mind and release my stress, baru I bukak my bujo. Senang, sekali tu je sepah-sepah pen terabur apa semua, and sekali tu je kemas everything semula.


So, I think that's all that I can share, for now? The most important thing is, do something that you're comfortable with. I do this bujo thing to release my stress, so let's say if I go too far out of what I'm comfortable with, that will just bring me another pressure. But, if you're okay with challenging yourself to do things that you've never done before, then why not? So, at the end, it all depends on yourself. I would love to upload some of my favourite spread in my blog someday, but let's wait until the day I have enough time to edit and blur out what I wrote in the journal since everything is too personal to share 😅 So let's keep that for next time, hopefully, soon.

Signing off.
Bye and Assalamualaikum! 😃

I'm still in dilemma whether to choose lined or blank-paged notebook for my bullet journal next year
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MITC, Melaka | 10 Jun 2017
Why must I decide about tomorrow, today?
How should I know what tomorrow will bring?
My path and dreams are fading
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Again today, there are questions that I don't know the answer
I'm trying to answer, but I'm not confident
Is it this way, or is it that way?
I'm slowly becoming afraid of my decision
Tomorrow, Today- JJ Project

I'm having that Tomorrow, Today phase right now.

       As you might know, or not know, I just finished my Industrial Training and with like 3 days break, now I'm already starting my new and also last semester of diploma. Fuhh, dah nak habis dah. Kali ni serious cepat betul masa berlalu. Lepas diploma, insyaAllah nak sambung degree pulak kalau ada rezeki. Tapi itulah, nak sambung degree tu...

So for degree, our faculty has 5-6 course to choose from. And dalam mindset aku dah target nak sambung in Interactive Media. Not saying that I'm good with it, in fact, masa diploma ada ambil tiga subject yang related to IM and, semua tu aku tak dapat score A. Probably because it's kind of related to art, so it's pretty subjective, or..... Memang aku tak pandai hahaha. But, it's the only field yang aku rasa happy nak buat and belajar. Like, isn't that the most important thing? To be happy?

Tbh, I don't think so. The most important is kena fikir peluang kerja, competition with other designers yang waaaaaay talented- yang not doing it because they like it, but also because they're good in it- but can I like really live based on doing something that I don't have the heart into? Belajar ni ya lah for maximum 4 years, but kerja? For the rest of my life?? Of course aku nak buat something yang aku happy. 

I started to have this concern after talking about degree with my housemates, Amelynn (hi Amelynn I know you're reading this 👋🏻) and Aina. They seemed pretty sure about what they're going to do for degree AND for life, while I'm just here like..... huhu? 

And then, I'm reminded to JJ Project's song... When it was released like summer last year, although people were saying they can relate to the song, I don't really can relate to it. But now, at this very moment, betul-betul terasa and can relate to the lyrics. Here's the link, and you can turn on CC for english subtitle: Tomorrow, Today. Sedikit sebanyak, the song did comfort me, like, I'm already at the age of facing this kind of concern, and at least I know that it is the age of having this kind of concern. Like, everyone has this phase, everyone go through this concern. I do feel a little relaxed and relieved.

Anyways, I still have some time before I have to decide about what I'm going to do, so, I guess I can take it slow. I have another network subject taken for this semester, so let's found out if network is my cup of tea. Mana tahu boleh jadi network engineer cehhhhhhhh.

That's all.
Assalamualaikum! 😊

Good luck to everyone's struggling with adulthood ✊🏻
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The Heights Residence, Melaka | 5 April 2018


Assalamualaikum!
Hi guys, as I mentioned in my previous, previous post, I'm starting my Industrial Training atau bahasa kampungnya Latihan Industri atau bahasa pemalasnya, LI, so I'm here to share how it has been going so far.

       Some of you guys might know, or might not know that I'm a Diploma student in course ICT, but I undergo my LI at SMK Pelabuhan, Kuantan. Yes, a school. While orang lain sibuk cari company, school has always been in my first target, and is the first number I gave a call. The reason is, first, sebab I memang tahu sekolah ni pernah ambil student IT untuk LI. Second, my sister is a teacher here- bukan nak pakai cable eh- tapi sebab senang nak commute. Third, I've always want to be a teacher, tapi tak kesampaian. Tak adalah expect diri ini nak mengajar pun, cuma I just want to experience working environment dekat sekolah, dengan cikgu-cikgu, and students. So, yes, sekolah it is. SMKP pun terima aku dengan hati terbuka, lagilah aku terus malas nak cari tempat lain.

So this is my view everyday and yes, that's twitter in the background ahshsajja

       I'm placed at the school's computer lab which I loike very the muchi because aircond!! Although now my skin is getting dryer that it already is blergh. Tapi okaylah at least tak panas peluh lecak-lecak kan hahaha.  My working scope is not that heavy, I believe. Just adalah design sikit-sikit, tolong student or cikgu bila ada problem, hias-hias makmal sikit-sikit. And disebabkan sekolah ni tak cukup cikgu camtu, so ada jugak dapat relief kelas hahahaha I FEEL SO CIKGU TAHU TAK AKSKSKSK. Especially bila the students call me cikgu. Kalau ikutkan, aku sedar diri je aku ni tak layak dipanggil cikgu, like I don't have the qualification pun okay. But my boss, tuan pengetua bagi je the students call me cikgu so we still have boundaries, because, umur tak jauh beza pun haa aku ni pangkat kakak-kakak je dengan diorang. So my boss doesn't want them to become disrespectful la gitu.

With students present in the lab

       Socializing was... uh, so-so. I'm a socially awkward person, it's really hard for me to make new friends tbh, especially in this working environment where I'm the youngest here, and everyone is a teacher, and much older so I'm more to scared I'd done something rude or disrespectful to them. Cuma, things are a little okay because everyone already know me as 'Adik Izati'- which is my sister. Btw, my sister moved to other school just before I started my LI :-----) It does bring me somewhat a pressure though because of course, people will somehow compare, and my sister and I are completely different in personalities, physically we're pretty much similar so everyone's like "muka sama je dia dengan Izati" hahahaha. Personality-wise, I'm less patient than her, so kalau ada yang cari pasal tu firstly memang muka aku obvious gilalah bila annoyed. But so far, ada satu cikgu and satu kelas ni je betul-betul get on my nerve 😤

I think that's all for now? I think I'll update more about my whole experience once my LI is over, that, if I have time to sit and write because after LI terus start new sem a.k.a my last semester for diploma!

Bye and Assalamualaikum 😊

Oh, my blog has new look! It's not completely done yet but what do you think?
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Segamat, Johor | 24 Mac 2018 


Assalamualaikum!
Harini entah kenapa rasa nak bukak cerita ni. I personally think cerita pasal aku dengan crush form 1 aku ni menarik, tapi aku tak ada skill bercerita yang menarik so let's see how this will turn out 😂

       Masa aku form 1 tu rasanya term 'crush' ni tak wujud or tak digunakan secara berleluasa (gittew) lagi so masa tu tak panggil crush la kot? Masa mula-mula masuk sekolah tu aku suka orang lain ekceli, sampai la satu masa ni ada sorang classmate aku ni usik sorang budak lelaki ni nama dia D**** dengan aku. Padahal kitorang tak pernah bertegur apatahlagi berborak. So aku macam '???? asal lak kaitkan mamat tu dengan aku????'. Pastu aku start notice D tu, and baru aku perasan D tu comel gak ehehehehew. Tapi disebabkan classmate aku usik-usik kitorang, kitorang tak pernah bercakap pun. Berdiri jarak 5 meter pun ada bunyi-bunyi, macam mana nak berkawan?

      Interaction aku dengan D tu kira dalam setahun form 1 tu boleh kiralah berapa kali je. Paling selalu pun eye-contact. Tu pun dah boleh buat hati mak yang berumur 13 tahun yang masih innocent ini berbunga-bunga. Selain tu adalah pernah berdiri sebelah-sebelah dalam makmal and bercakap sikit masa tengok result experiment, pastu dia pernah lompat kerusi, I mean dia nampak kerusi lepastu dia lompat melepasi kerusi tu dekat luar kelas lepastu aku tegur, sebab dia atlet yang lari berpagar tu. Setakat macam tu je lah. Lagipun aku duduk asrama, and crush aku tu budak luar so aku tak ada phone nak text ke, main fb ke apa ke memang jarang sangatlah. Rasanya kitorang friend kot dekat fb tapi tak pernah chat pun. Cuma masa tu, dekat blog nilah aku cerita pasal dia, tapi masa tu link blog lama lah. Sekarang dah tukar. Tak sure aku delete ke archieve je post aku. Tapi, setakat tu je lah.

      Oh, ada satu ni cute gila. Pada aku yang berusia 13 tahun masa tu cute la okay. Masa tu dekat luar surau, ustaz buat kelas PI dekat situ, tapi masa tu cam leklek la tak belajar sangat. Rasanya tengah buat hafazan kot so yang tak menghafaz cam lek lah kan. Aku masa tu tengah tolong gunting apa entah ustaz suruh. So, bayangkan eh susunan kitorang ni semua duduk bersila atas lantai lepastu ada rehal kayu sorang satu, budak lelaki dekat depan then baru budak perempuan. Aku duduk barisan budak perempuan yang depan sekali. Kiranya lepas budak lelaki tu barisan akulah kan. Aku, dengan si D ni memang payah sangat sangat sangat nak bertegur and bercakap okay. Lepastu, tengah gunting-gunting tu, tiba-tiba si D ni yang duduk tak jauh dari aku pusing belakang and bergerak sikit so dia menghadap tempat aku, yang macam nak borak dengan aku tu!! TAPI!!! Ustaz nampak so dia cam "Aipp tu buat apa tu pandang depan!" lepastu D ni dengan muka kecewa pusing depan balik. Lahai. Please cakap ni cute ahahahahah.

       Ada satu kali tu, D tertinggal botol air dia tau dekat atas meja. Lepastu aku ambik botol air dia tu, bawak balik asrama. Then esoknya aku basuhkan and isi air untuk dia ahahahaha lepastu letak atas meja dia WEH AKU SWEET GILA KOT!???!?!!??! Please cakap aku sweet.

      Masa aku form 1, aku sekolah menengah dekat Johor. And masa tu, dah dapat tahu masa form 2 aku kena pindah Pahang sebab abah tukar tempat kerja, cuma tak tahu exactly bila. Mungkin awal tahun, mungkin tengah tahun, camtu. So aku cam adalah rasa syahdu nak pindah, nak tinggal crush kan huhu. Tapi, rupa-rupanya!!! Crush aku pun nak pindah tapiiii dia nak pindah hujung tahun masa form 1 tu. Kiranya, tahun depan, dia memang dah takde terus tu. Pergh aku punya sedih dan rasa dikhianati masa tu takyah cerita la. Sedih kot? Dahlah kitorang ni tak berkawan pun? Lepastu dia dah nak blah dah? Korang faham tak perasaan aku masa tu? Tapi, kitorang masih takde effort nak berkawan hahahha. Aku just usha dia dari jauh and senyap-senyap je. Tak tahu nak approach dia, nak lagi rapat dengan dia macam mana.

      Sampailah minggu last sekolah, aku decide untuk bagi something lah dekat dia. Aku bagi dia kayu (ya kayu) tapi ada lukisan akak dorm aku, comel jugaklah lukisan tu ala-ala anime gitu, dengan ada aku tulis-tulis sikit tapi aku tak ingat apa aku tulis. Hari last sekolah, aku bawak benda tu pergi sekolah, nak letak dalam beg dia. Aku target waktu rehat je lah, sebab hujung-hujung sekolah ni bukan belajar pun so memang spend time dalam kelas je. Waktu rehat je lah yang free untuk aku jalankan misi aku ni. Masa rehat, aku nak keluar kelas nak beli makanan, and D tu ada dekat luar kelas, dia sorang je, pastu kitorang ter-eye-contact tau, tapi cam biasalah awkward pastu aku blah camtu je. Lepas aku balik kelas, D dah takde. So aku pun jalankanlah tugas aku. Berjaya jugaklah aku letak kayu tu dalam beg dia. Lepastu, sampai loceng terakhir, loceng nak balik tu bunyi, kitorang still tak bertegur or cakap apape. And tu last day dia kot :') Last day aku jumpa dia kot :') Tragis weh tragis.

      Tapi, tu belum cukup tragis lagi. Lepastu, aku dengan dia memang lansung tak contact. Tak tahu khabar apa-apa pun. Kalau tak silaplah. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah form 2. Maknanya aku pun dah pindah sekolah dekat Pahang. Tetiba, ada satu malam ni, D chat aku dekat fb. Aku cam terkejutlah kan sebab manalah kitorang pernah bertegur, berborak sebelum ni. Kitorang pun borak-borak and ada sekali tu D kata dia tak percaya dia tengah borak dengan aku, walaupun through fb je alolo comel. Lepastu, D ni ada ungkit tau pasal kayu yang aku bagi tu. Aku gelak je lah sebab bila ingat balik macam segan pulak. Masa tu pun aku dah lupa apa aku tulis dekat kayu tu. And then tak lama sangat kitorang keep in touch masa tu sebab aku tak ada access to internet selalu, masa tu noob lagi rumah takde wifi. So jaranglah kitorang contact. And still, nothing happened.

      Then, pejam celik pejam celik lagi sekali, dah form 3.Dah ada crush baru dah pun. Crush baru ni yang ada harapan sikitlah sebab kali ni kitorang sekelas tapi kitorang bercakap, borak, blablabla. And nampaklah dia pun macam suka aku ahahahaha (you know who you are, mana tahu baca ke kan hahahaha) Tak macam aku dengan D dululah. Masa aku form 1, aku ni sejenis obses dengan cartoon Domo tau. Kalau tak tahu domo tu apa boleh google. Then ada satu beg domo ni aku selalu bawak pergi kelas, pergi prep semualah. Tetiba satu hari masa aku dah form 3 tu, kakak aku nak pinjam beg aku. Aku pun haa kk jap nak bawak keluar semua barang. Aku seluk segala jenis poket, then tetiba ada satu kertas lipat-lipat dekat poket beg tu. Aku pun excitedlah sebab aku ingatkan tu surat kawan aku Haliza pernah bagi masa sebelum aku nak pindah, surat perpisahanlah kiranya. Aku memang cari surat Haliza tu merata-rata tapi tak jumpa. Aku happy-lah bila aku nampak surat tu.

Bila aku pusingkan surat tu, ada tulis, (please jangan muntah), 'Untuk sumber inspirasi, Nurul Zahidah'. Aku macam... ???? Haliza???? Sejak bila pulak aku sumber inspirasi dia ni??? Lepas tu aku bukak... Korang tahu tak scene dalam drama bila orang baca surat and terkaku, ter-speechless, terdiam dan terkejut dan segala jenis ter lah. IT'S FROM D!!! Aku jumpa surat dia after 2 freaking years??!!! Weh... Sumpah aku terkejut gila time tu. And guess what? He confessed in that letter... Surat tu dia bagi masa last day dia dekat sekolah tu. The same day aku bagi kayu dekat dia. A few things yang aku ingat dia tulis dalam surat tu, dia sedih sebab kena pindah sekolah, nak tinggalkan kawan-kawan yang dia grow up with, lepas tu nak tinggal crush dia (aku la tu hehehe) weh sumpah sedih do. Lepastu dia suruh jaga diri :-( Lepastu dia tanya lepasni aku nak suka siapa pulak lepas dia takde :-( Lepastu dia kata aku buat dia happy :-( Sumpah cute :-( Lepastu, paling cutelah ni aku rasa, dia belajar bahasa korea sebab aku suka korea :-( :-( :-( Dia minat group korea yang aku minat :-( :-( :-( :-( Dia tulis saranghaeyo dalam tulisan korea :-( :-( :-( :-( :-(

Sedihlah gais....

      Patutlah masa dia mention kayu tu, dia macam... Tak habis-habis cakap pasal kayu tu, dia macam nak nak trigger aku and aku rasa dia nak buat aku cakap pasal surat dia tapiiii masa tu aku tak jumpa lagi surat dia 😭 Sumpah aku terharu gila dengan surat dia. And tulisan dia pun lawa gila (k ni random). Tapi serious, that's like the cutest letter ever. Tapi... Aku tak pernah bagitahu dia pun yang aku lambat jumpa surat dia tu. Lepastu aku cerita dekat kawan aku ni, Manisah, pasal dia. Aku tak ingat D dengan Manisah ni friend dekat fb before tu lagi ke, or lepas aku cerita pasal surat tu, tapi D ni kenal Manisah tu as kawan aku lah. Manisah kata D tu selalu je tanya pasal aku dekat dia.

Aku rasa masa tu aku tak buat apa-apa pun sebab aku pun dah ada crush baru. Nasib baik last-last bercinta jugak dengan crush baru tu, tapi last-last putus gak hahahaha.

       Sekarang, aku betul-betul tak tahu mana D. Last contact yang kitorang ada, wechat (ye I dak wicet dulu). Fb aku dah tak bukak lansung. Lepasni aku bukak, nak cari fb dia, ntah-ntah dah kawin dah orangnya hahahaha manalah tahu kan? Aku je sibuk cerita lagi pasal dia hahaha.

Sampai sekarang bila aku fikir and teringat pasal dia, ajaib betul macam mana aku boleh jumpa surat dia tu 2 tahun kemudian. Aku selit surat tu dalam diary form 1 aku, tapi aku tak tahu diary aku tu dekat mana lepas dah berpindah-randah ni. Nanti kalau aku jumpa, aku update. InsyaAllah.

Wherever you are, D, thank you for being cute and giving me such cute memories!

Okay, tu je kot. Assalamualaikum 😊

I miss the feeling of having crush that actually likes me back 😂
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Teluk Chempedak, Kuantan, Pahang | 28 April 2018
Assalamualaikum!
So, yeah, another unplanned update. Life is like that. What you plan just won't work, anyways so... PEKABAR SEMUA? *Safiey Ilyas' voice* KAU PUASA KE TAK?

Tak retilah nak buat intro terus ke main point je la eh.

       Sooo, sekarang ni aku tengah cuti study week, sebenarnya macam biasalah seminggu kan tapi hasil bertungkus-lumus siapkan final projek media seawal yang mungkin, project workshop pun dah settle, dapatlah balik awal and cuti jadi 2 minggu!! And Alhamdulillah dapat berpuasa dekat rumah. Study week of course la dengan set combo dia iaitu final exam (yang aku tak start study lagi). I'm not sure what to expect from this sem honestly. Especially dengan adanya subjek Digital Media Design. U know, edit gambar, poster, and design stuffs. Benda-benda macam tu kadang-kadang pada mata kita cantik, tapi pada mata seni lecturer tak. Mungkin teknik tak kena ke apa ke. So, I'm scared and worried jugak lah.

      Subjek lain yang aku risau, Statistic. Seriously, sepanjang 2 tahun di UTeM, ni lah subjek paling aku tak faham (anggap je lah subjek Pak Surya tu aku faham sebab dia bagi aku A-). Ape ni dah lah simbol pelik-pelik pastu storyline dekat soalan dia susah-susah like '???? what are you trying to say????'. Or it could be I'm the dumb one hahah. No surprise, it's maths anyways. Never fond of it. Assignment semua pun banyak Syaurah dengan Shahadah yang tolong. Kalau tak... Tapi, itulah. Final siapa nak tolong? Kalau aku nangis dalam dewan time exam, harap semua beri kerjasama,

Other subjects... Rasanya boleh lagi kot nak goreng-goreng huhu.

     A month from now, 25/6/2018, I'll be starting my Latihan Industri. Aku mintak dekat sekolah kakak aku je, SMK Pelabuhan sebab sekolah dia pernah ambil student IT untuk intern tahun lepas, so memula sekali memang aku call SMKP dulu, and Alhamdulillah diorang terima dengan hati yang terbuka. Ngehngeh. Banyak je office lain yang aku boleh mintak since Kuantan memang banyak pejabat kerajaan and all tapi tak sehaluan untuk abah hantar so yang sehaluan sekolah and kilang-kilang je. And aku honestly takut nak kerja dekat kilang. The anxiety is too much to handle. Like kalau mostly lelaki nanti aku takde kawan macam mana 😟 kalau ada gender discrimination macam mana 😟 And it's not an environment that I'm used to or familiar with so... Yeah, sekolah it is. Dengar cerita dapat duduk makmal komputer. Ada aircond, yeay! Tapi pergi kerja dah tak boleh pakai jeans dengan sweater je 😂

      Sekolah pun, I don't know what to expect, honestly? Sebab kakak aku sesi petang, aku akan masuk sesi pagi. Macam mana nak buat kawan dengan orang dewasa? Like dewasa 30-40-50 tahun punya dewasa (lowkey masih rasa diri ini seorang kanak-kanak walaupun umur 20 tahun). Nanti kena cakap pasal apa? Borak pasal apa? Resipi memasak ke? Tips jaga anak ke? Takkan nak diam je? Macam mana kalau aku ter-konghaja dengan diorang? Dulu duduk asrama pernah jugak kena label konghaja dengan senior ajsjsjsjsks. Nak buat kawan dengan yang sebaya pun den tak reti. Tu sebab member ada 5 orang je ahahahaha. Lepastu, kalau budak-budak lagi besar dari aku macam mana? Kalau aku kena buli dengan budak macam mana?  Eeeee banyaknya kena fikir. Belum lagi bab buat kerja hahahahaha mati la nak...

      Anyways!! Lepas LI for 2 bulan lebih camtu, terus start sem 5- which is my third year in diploma! Cepat betul masa berlalu. Soon, genap 2 tahun daftar masuk UTeM. Good 'ol days. Masa tu fikir penat naik tangga 5 tingkat, lauk ikan keli bakar dah habis ke belum, masalah paling besar pun kena fake smile bila Dr. Mahadi suruh senyum tiga hahahaha. Btw, third year means dah kena halau dari hostel UTeM. Kena duduk luar. We've found a house, Alhamdulillah. Honestly I'm excited nak duduk luar?!?!?!? Dah tak payah fikir hal sticker kereta, menghadap polis bantuan UTeM, guard Satria, we'll get our night life again, yeay!! Paling rindu nak keluar malam. Sejak UTeM tukar curfew pukul 9 malam, nak keluar makan dekat luar pun malas sebab kena rushing. Dah takde feeling aesthetic night car ride sambil bukak tingkap rasa angin sejuk sejuk. Lepas ni duduk luar, lapar pukul berapa pun boleh pergi beli makanan!!! YEAYYYY!!!

      I'm excited, except when I have to think about all the resposibilities like- bayar sewa rumah, barang dapur, wifi maybe kena sendirian berhad, nak gi kelas jauh, etc etc. Adulting is so hard like I'm only twenty why should I think about all these things 😭

Ya, saya sedar 20 tu sebenarnya dah tua tapi still in denial.

Anyways, what can I hope other than hoping that everything will be okay? InsyaAllah. Hopefully takde drama-drama dah. Sis. Dah. Penat. Please let my last sem be the best sem. 

That's all I think, thank you for reading uwu
Assalamualaikum 😊    

Selamat berpuasa fellow readers 💜
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Bukit Kepong, Johor | 23 Mac 2018

Assalamualaikum!
4 and half months through 2018, and I only posted one entry on my blog 😊 So productive 😊 Anyways, so far, everything has been good I guess? Cuma sem ni kemalasan aku semakin memuncak ya. Nak pergi kelas malas, nak bangun tidur malas, nak beli makanan malas. Something me and my friends always say as an inside joke, "Baik mati je lah". Hahahahaha.

       So, aku ada cuba something yang aku tak pernah cuba sebelum ni, which is translating article. Ceritanya bermula apabila aku takde duit. Okay, gurau je, bila je aku ada duit? *background music sedih* Pada suatu hari, aku yang tak ada boyfriend nak whatsapp ni scroll la twitter macam biasa. Tetiberrrrrrr!!!!! Ternampak satu tweet ni...


So aku pun macam, tulis artikel?!?!?!? Takde qualification?!?!?!? Bahasa Malaysia?!?!?!? Kemon, ni mesti senang kacang piang piang ni. Aku pun meng-grab peluang and terus DM tuan empunya tweet. Then dia explain payment apa semua, not sure if I can share this, tapi mestilah boleh kan? Payment RM6 per article. Lagipun bukan kena tulis artikel sendiri, tapi artikel dalam English, translatekan ke Bahasa Melayu, for this one website. Sel-sel otak aku pun start berhubung and kira-kiralah kalau betul 10 article sehari kayo jugaklah den kan hahaha. Lepastu kena try translate satu article ni, pasal China haramkan Winnie the Pooh kot kalau tak silap aku. Aku pun tak tahu pasal ni so aku fikir berguna jugaklah translate article boleh tambah pengetahuan am. Gittewwww. Acah.

       Lepastu, aku baca article tu dulu, then aku rasa macam aku paham. Aku fahamlah the general idea artikel tu. Bila aku start meng-translate, boleh dikatakan setiap dua perkataan, aku bukak Google Translate. Aku baru sedar, selama ni, aku baca artikel ke, anything in English, aku sekadar faham macam, oh perkataan tu maksud dia macam tu, tapi tak tahu pun exactly apa perkataan tu dalam BM. Faham tak apa yang aku cuba sampaikan ni? Okay aku bagi contohlah, censored. Korang faham kan censored tu apa? You get the idea what the word means, right? Okay, censored dalam BM apa? Ditapis? Dikaburkan? Diharamkan? Tak tahulah kalau aku je yang kurang pandai (terma baik sikit bagi bodoh hahaha) dalam BM tapi bila aku jumpa perkataan tu, aku cam ??????? Apa eh?????

Itu baru satu perkataan. Dari situlah aku sedar, and start takut, seriuslah, boleh ke aku nak buat ni? Aku dah cuak. Aku bajet macam bolehlah aku selit-selit buat kerja ni even though aku ada kelas hari-hari, sebab mesti sekejap je nak settle. And for that article, I took almost 2 hours! 2 freaking hours! Kalau sehari 10 artikel tak ke 20 jam tu hahahaha. Tapi, dah ter-DM dah pun, dah ter-over confident dah pun. So hantar jelah article tu lagipun dengan ayat aku yang nampak awkward nya, aku tak rasa aku akan terpilih. Masa tu dah habis positive dah, tak apa at least aku dah tak pandang rendah dengan BM lagi hahaha.

Long story short, aku terpilih jugak tapi as backup je hahaha. So, disebabkan ni kerja online sahaja, we worked in this one apps named Slack. It's a platform for working, boleh send gambar, documents, ada group chat, personal chat, boleh tengok siapa tengah online atau tak, boleh set 'Don't Disturb' mode which korang takkan dapat notifications mesej on the set period of time, and yang hantar mesej pun akan di-notified yang korang tengah dalam 'Don't Disturb' mode --which is, I think super cool and convenient, and very uhm, friendly(?) Is that the right word? Instead of group whatsapp kan kadang-kadang kita malas nak bukak or terlepas pandang ke. Anyways, my first job was to translate 2 articles, so aku dapatlah RM12. Okay kan? Lepas 2-3 meals kot kalau setakat makan nasi putih dengan ayam goreng dekat kafe.

Then masa cuti mid-term seminggu haritu, I got 20 articles to translate dalam masa seminggu tu! Masyuk tu satu hal, masa tu aku fikir jugak serius ah mampu nak buat? Sehari expected 5 articles macam tu. And Alhamdulillah, berjaya diselesaikan dengan jayanya. It was a fun experience, really. Banyak benda yang kau tak pernah tahu, tak pernah berminat nak tahu, tapi akhirnya terpaksa tahu sebab kerja hahaha. And it's not that time consuming anymore, lepas dah biasa, boleh je siapkan satu artikel sejam. Still ada masa nak tengok drama Syafiq Kyle hahaha.

So, itu je aku nak share. Conclusion-nya, jangan pandang rendah terhadap sesuatu k hahahaha. Jangan over-confident. Jangan riak dan takbur. Last sekali, jangan buang sampah merata-rata. Sekian.

Assalamualaikum 😊

Recent obsession: Syafiq Kyle
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Kolej Kediaman Satria, UTeM 

Assalamualaikum and Hi!!
Betullah orang kata, biasanya kalau plan, tak jadi. Kalau tak plan, jadi pulak. Begitulah juga dengan post ini. Tak plan pun, tetiba je rasa rajin nak update, terus je bukak Blogger. Padahal ada je plan nak update post lain sebelum ni, tapi tak ter-update pun hahahaha.

      So, how's 2018 so far? Untuk aku, Alhamdulillah setakat ni baik lagi. Cuma tadi je lah ada berita sedih sikit, one of my cats, Maru mati kena langgar 😔 Itupun along bagitahu dekat group whatsapp family tadi. Ingatkan dia sakit ke apa sebab Maru memang tak aktif sangat, duduk diam je seketul. Rupanya mati kena langgar and orang yang langgar tu letak dia dekat tepi longkang surau depan rumah huhuhu. Maru baik sangat sangat, you will be missed Maru 😭

      Sedih pulak permulaan post ni hahaha. So, regarding the title, nak share satu hadiah DIY yang paling senang, senang gila, dan lebih senang daripada senang ah senang cerita. Bukan setakat senang je, kos nak buat pun murah sangat sangat sangat. Nama gift ni Happiness Jar. 


Tadaaaa!! Comel ke tak comel Happiness Jar ni? Rasanya sekali tengok pun korang tahu kan nak buat macam mana? Kalau tak tahu aku bagitahu lah tapi tak ada gambar step by step tau.

      So, apa yang korang perlukan pertama sekali, kalau ada kereta, ambil kunci kereta. Kalau tak ada kereta, boleh book Uber atau Grab and pergi ke Mr. DIY yang berdekatan. Lepas tu boleh cari jar macam dalam gambar tu, ada banyak size and warna, korang pilih je nak yang mana. Yang macam dalam gambar tu kalau tak silap lah harga dia RM 2.10 je. Lepastu, kertas bunga-bunga dekat dalam tu korang beli kertas origami je. Yang aku beli tu size dia besar sikit so sehelai tu boleh belah empat. Dah jimat dah situ and dapat buat banyak.


Yang belah kiri tu tak ingat exactly berapa tapi paling mahal pun harga dia RM 2.50 camtu je, tapi serius lawa sangat corak galaxy. Imagine a jar full of galaxies 😍 Tapi aku guna yang bunga-bunga sebab sayang, yang galaxy tu nak guna untuk bullet journal sendiri hahahaha. Yang bunga-bunga belah kanan tu pulak RM 1 je gais. Serius tak tipu. Membeli belahlah di Mr DIY. Boleh potong 4 pulak tu. 

       So basically, tu je barang yang diperlukan. Baru spend RM 3~RM 5. Cara-cara dia, korang boleh potong kertas tu ikut sesedap rasa dan sesedap mata memandang. Agak-agaklah korang nak letak dalam jar nanti dia jadi besar ke kecik ke. Lepastu, bawak keluar pen yang korang ada. Pen merah pen biru you marah I love you pun boleh 😁 Korang boleh tulis apa-apa pun yang korang nak, kalau aku, aku tulis pickup-lines and motivation quotes dekat kertas tu. Idea lain, boleh tulis apa yang korang suka pasal orang yang korang nak bagi Happiness Jar ni, idea yang lebih Islamik, boleh letak fav verse dari Quran, boleh letak jokes kalau member jenis #mudahterhibur. Banyak lagilah! Anything yang boleh buat si penerima tu happy, sesuai dengan nama jar ni. Jangan la pulak kutuk member tu dekat kertas tu. Boleh murung kawan tu hahahaha.

        Lepastu, lipat-lipat, or gulung-gulung sesuka hati korang. And then, SIAP! Simple kan? Dalam jar size yang macam dekat atas ni, muat 30~40 kertas jugak lah haa. Cukup untuk sebulan tu. Tapi, orang yang aku bagi jar ni baca dalam masa 2 minggu je habis 😂 Mungkin dia sedih sangat atau suka sangat dapat pickup-lines so dia asyik ambik je daripada jar, tu aku pun tak pastilah hahahaha. Tapi seriously, rasa macam berbaloi sangat effort bila orang appreciate hadiah kita bagi 💖

         Tambahan kalau korang nak hias-hias jar tu, boleh letak stickers, or macam aku ada letak sticky note dekat jar tu, boleh letak tali or anything! Guna kreativiti korang. Pusing je Mr. DIY tu insyaAllah akan dapat inspirasi. Ada satu book of stickers ni cantik sangat, harga lebih kurang RM 6.50 macam tu lah. 




Cantik gila kan???? Please cakap cantik sebab aku beli semata-mata nak tepek 'Happy Birthday' atas jar tu hahahaha. By the way, hadiah ni aku bagi sekali dengan notebook yang aku ada lah handletter sikit atas tu hehe. Rasa macam nak bagi diri sendiri A+ untuk effort hahaha.

       So, korang kalau tengah kekeringan idea dan duit untuk beli hadiah untuk kawan-kawan, boipreng, gelpreng, family, bolehlah consider cadangan aku ni. Yang penting, hadiah ikhlas dari hati 💓 Kalau ada yang betul-betul buat nanti boleh post and comment dekat sini tau! Nak tengok jugak! Takpun boleh follow aku dengan twitter ke and kita mention-mention, borak-borak dekat situ eh!

That's all for this time. Thank you and selamat ber D.I.Y!

Assalamualaikum 😊

I swear this post isn't sponsored by Mr. DIY but they really should consider sponsoring me since I'm literally promoting them everywhere 😆 Sampai kawan-kawan pun panggil duta Mr. DIY hahahaha
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