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𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤


Assalamualaikum guys!
You guys can probably guess why I'm here. Dah bosan sangat habis segala social media scroll, barulah nak teringat diri sendiri ada blog hahaha. How are you guys doing during this RMO period?

        It amuses me. 3 months ago we couldn't even imagine we would be stuck at home due to a pandemic. Bosan, yes, sometimes memang mati akal tak tahu dah nak buat apa. But to be bored right now is a privilege. Setiap kali nak mengeluh, "bosannyaaaaaaaa", teringat frontliners semua, they probably would PAY to be as bored as us. I myself ada kakak doctor, walaupun baru houseman, but she works in an environment yang lebih terdedah dengan risiko virus ni even though dia tak involved directly. She underwent screening for Covid-19 because one of her colleagues is infected, as I'm typing this, she's still in quarantine. Hopefully the result of the test would be negative. So guys, hargailah kebosanan ini ☝🏻

         Life update, my laptop broke down just a few days after RMO officially starts. So right now I'm updating with my phone. Sekarang baru nak hargai laptop. Dulu ada laptop malas update. Haaa taip la kau guna phone 😂 If I have my laptop maybe I'll have more choice of activities to do, like designing, self-learn new Adobe Photoshop/Illustrator skill... Acah je tu, I'll probably end up just watching k-drama on a bigger screen compared to my phone. Tapi, itulah, ada hikmahnya jugak sebab sekarang tengah cuti so I don't need to use the laptop for urgent matters such as study or online class. My current semester is put on halt until June. Cuma, nak repair laptop pun tak boleh jugak sebab tak ada orang nak repair. So terbiar sepi laptop tu buat sementara waktu. Tapi I lagi kesian dekat adik I sebenarnya, dia maybe happy dapat cuti lama, kalau laptop I okay mesti sakan dia main game hahaha.

         So what I've been doing this few weeks... Tak ada apa yang productive sangat pun. Just tengok kdrama, on-going kdramas I'm watching right now are When the Weather is Fine and Welcome. Besides kdrama, I'm getting to know new Kpop group yang dah lama usha tapi tak sempat kenal-kenal nama. Kpop kan ramai, muka sama kan 🙄 If you guys bosan sangat bolehlah berjinak-jinak dengan dunia pengkpopan. Banyak content nak catch up, mesti tak bosan hahaha. Oh, I dah berjinak main UNO, I mean main online, dekat apps. Almost everyday main. Pengajaran main UNO is jangan tamak and sekarang dah tahu kenapa berjudi tu haram 😂 It's addicting when you bet and get back more than the amount that you bet. Other than UNO, I just go back and forth between my 162552 accounts on twitter. Yep, on twitter je. Apps lain I malas bukak. Probably bukak instagram 3 kali sekali, unless I nak update story lebih sikit so lebihlah bukak ig tu. Whatsapp pun I mostly respond to my friend's groupchat je. Yang lain I baca through notification je or reply guna nawaitu. Betul-betul social distancing ni.

        Dah taip-taip baru sedar betapa worthless dan tak ada isinya post ni hahaha. Untuk ada sedikit pengajaran, I nak selitkan, if you guys ada rezeki lebih, bolehlah cari any NGO or trusted organization yang open donation for those in needsㅡ orang yang betul-betul susah. I mean, of course tak ada masalah nak donate untuk zoo, untuk KKM, untuk other frontliners, but if ada rezeki lebih, if you guys nak tolong, please look for donation untuk fellow saudara kita yang kesusahan. Or maybe pekerja asing, some of them on normal days pun kena tindas majikan, apatahlagi time pandemic yang ekonomi syarikat majikan diorang sedikit sebanyak terjejas ni.

Okay tu je hehe bye guys stay safe, duduk rumah diam-diam, nak bising boleh kalau tak ada jiran.
Assalamualaikum 😊


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Mayang Sari Express, Melaka-KL | 5 Aug 2019

Assalamualaikum!
Disebabkan aku triggered dengan poll @twtblogger_MY yang ada mention pasal blogger 4-7 updates per year, aku pun rasa dah tiba masanya untuk aku update something dekat sini. Target aku at least 8 updates setahun so aku tak tergolong dalam golongan 4-7 update setahun tu hahaha.

       So! It has realllllly been a while, that sedar tak sedar (ayat cliche) it's already the end of my 9 months break 😭 As you guys might know, or not know, I took a break after diploma and apply for UPU for my degree, that's why I have a looong break, and Alhamdulillah I got accepted at my first choice university for UPU, which will be revealed later, maybe, maybe I'll write a post especially for my first time experience there hehe. Anyways, I got accepted, and will be registering next week, on 2nd September 2019. I'm feeling a lot of things all at once tbh.

       I'm kinda excited to continue study because it's been a while, although I enjoy my time at home, I'm just repeating the same routine all over again so it's... kinda boring I guess. I don't even have anything to write in my journal. It's getting neglected now hahaha. I feel scared too because my diploma friends- despite getting the same course, we're all separated in different universities. Those who know me irl knows I am barely separated with them while in diploma so, I kinda forgot on how to make new friends. Not to mention I am VERY socially awkward too... Let's see how it goes....

      To recap what I've been doing these past 9 months... Hah, I did not work anywhere- not outside of my house. I only do freelance design at home. I started a design commission account on twitter from like, a week after diploma ends? To collect money for a staycation with my friends. But since I don't have license and I can't depend on my parents or sister to send, fetch me from work je kan, so I decided to continue taking commission. The first month, I got like RM150~ish from the commission but Alhamdulillah people start to trust my service and then it rose up to RM500~ish for the next month. It's similar amount with what I can get if I work part time outside. Difference is, my working hour starts from sukahati a.m-sukahati p.m hahaha. Makan minum everything dekat rumah kan so although I didn't earn as much as working outside, I tak penat (but sakit belakang- yes sebab duduk depan laptop je) and most importantly I enjoy what I do. But please don't try to estimate how much I have in my bank account by calculating RM500x8 (months) because... ha ha, I spend a lot on... stuffs..... ha ha ha.....

      If you're wondering what kind of designs I do, remember I did talk about Cupsleeve Event that is an on-going trend among Kpop fans right now in my previous posts? To organize the event, organizer has to prepare cupsleeve (of course), and usually comes with other freebies such as handbanner, photocard, postcard, etc! So I take commission to design those things. Aside from improving my photoshop and design skill, I buat kerja sambil tengok muka oppa while getting money too. Duit dapat tu pun ada jugak pulang balik dekat oppa, to buy their albums 😑 If... You're curious about it, you guys can visit my design commission account, @wujudesigns on twitter hehe. I'm not that good though. I keep the account as secret from all my friends, they don't even know it exists, and my family just know I do designs for blablabla but they didn't know exactly where I promote my service. I'm insecure with my designs but I'd like to think that I'm improving!

      But I also accept non-Kpop related designs. I have another source from my cousin to design bunting for nasi lemak, karipap, char kuay teow, etc. It's honestly so fun! I start to pay more attention to menu buntings at warung to get ideas. Paling terharu bila dapat feedback katanya bertambah pelanggan after letak bunting. Although of course, rezeki is from Him, but if the bunting did helps, I am more than happy to indirectly contribute 😭❤

       Anyways! I'm glad I took this 9 month break. It's a very, very well needed one. I don't think I can handle degree just a month after the stressful diploma FYP. My mental health overall during this break has been extremely fine, I've never been so happy and laid-back, the lack of contact with new people has made me kind of excited to make friends (although I don't know how yet) and I'm anticipating my new routine. It makes me feel more determined to do well in degree too. Playtime's over, I really need to do this shit seriously hahaha. Diploma banyak main-main. If I do well for degree, I'll officially declare 2019 as my best year so far after 2013. So please, pray for me hehe! Also if anyone wants to drop tips on how to make friends, I'll really appreciate it 😂

So that's all for now air gas (read= I guess).
Bye, Assalamualaikum 😊

Did I mention I stanned 2-3 new Kpop groups during this break? ha ha
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Damansara, Kuantan | 2 Ogos 2018

Assalamualaikum!
Guys!!! Remember Zahi said to update her blog more frequently?? Yes!! That! Didn't!! Happen!!!!!
Let's go through what I've been doing since the end of diploma some other day, hopefully. But for now!!! I ada K-drama nak recommend untuk korang yang ada masa free nak tengok drama and untuk korang yang busy tapi sanggup tangguh kerja untuk tengok drama. Leggo!

This is the official poster for He Is Psychometric
       So, what is this "psychometric" term means? Maksud Psychometric ni dari segi istilah dia ialah bila kita sentuh something, kita dapat tahu orang/object tu punya past? Oh my god i'm so bad at this hshshjashajs OKAY CAMNI, bila sentuh kan, kita boleh tengok what happened before tak kiralah kita sentuh orang ke, objek ke haa camtu lah lebih kurang. So the main character, Lee An (played by GOT7's Jinyoung) has that ability. Sounds cool right??? Tapi... Lee An ni macam sengal (bahasa kasar: bodoh) sikit so jangan mudah tertipu dengan lelaki handsome okay guys 😔👌🏻 Ok gurau, since Lee An ni agak sengal (bahasa kasar: bodoh) sikit so it's interesting to see how he make use of this special ability of his. Meanwhile the female lead pulak, Yoon Jaein (played by Shin Yeeun), is a girl with a huge secret. Like, huge HUGE secret. She's trying so hard to live while keeping that huge secret from others, so when one day both Jaein and Lee An cross path, is it a good thing or not? Haaa, jeng jeng jeng. That's where the fun starts!

And turns out, Lee An and Yoon Jaein are actually related in more ways than they could ever expect 👀 *insert dramatic violin music here*

       To be honest, the reason I first watched this drama is sebab ada Jinyoung and Yeeun, Jinyoung because he's from my favourite kpop group, GOT7 and Yeeun pulak sebab suka tengok dia berlakon dalam web drama A-Teen (ni pun highly recommended, ada dekat Youtube!) But He is Psychometric, starting from the first episode, already exceed my expectation! My favourite element is how the editors arrange the plot and timeline of the drama. This drama actually involves both past and present timeline, but unlike some other dramas, it is arranged nicely that bila kita tengok, kita tak confuse and kita boleh easily indentify when is when.

       Secondly, I looove how tak ada satu moment pun yang I rasa bosan. Even dekat part yang tak serious and intense pun, the drama is filled with light scenes yang kelakar and and you can enjoy, and kind of like a moment to breathe? So you tak always bosan and at the same time you tak always serious je sambil tengok drama. Like, orang tengok drama nak release stress so kalau setiap masa kerja serious nak cari pembunuh je tak ke lagi stress? Kan guys? Please cakap setuju hahaha. The flow is this drama of just nice, not too rushing and  not too slow. You won't feel overloaded with banyak sangat fakta and hints in one episode, yet it's not empty too. Just enough to not make your brain explode 👌🏻

        Thirdly, I love the characters. The characters really complement each other SO well. Like, SO well. The chemistry is A+ I tell you. The relationship between the characters evolve so naturally, not forced, not overdone, although it's fated for the characters to meet each other, it's not tak logik or cliche kind of fated, if you understand what I mean? They don't just meet after 152726536 years sebab terlanggar dekat jalan, but there's a solid reason and a story line on how they meet. And I love how detailed the production team in finding their actors. Especially in matching the child actors with the actors that will play the adult role. If you guys tengok, you guys can really tell how similar they are. Which is, not something we get in a lot of kdrama. I suka details, so I suka perhatikan benda-benda remeh(but not so remeh) macam ni, so I can say I'm really impressed with this!

       Last but not least, or the most important one actually, the story line. Of course lah drama ambik pelakon paling hebat dalam dunia pun tapi kalau story line "meh", I won't stay and watch the drama okay ☕ This is coming from someone yang tengok drama pilih actor, if actor tu yang I tak familiar or I tak minat, there's a high chance I won't watch walaupun it's viral or everyone is talking about it. That's just me btw. So, guys, bila I yang start tengok this drama because of the actors, but I, stayed for the story line, that means the story line gold guys! Look into my eyes and trust me. Join my MLM! Tiber kan hahahah. I tak boleh cerita banyak pasal the story line sebab I takut I will spoil everything but I jamin it has a great story line, so far 8 episode I tengok ni. And, the genre of this drama is Romance Thriller, so korang yang suka tengok drama pasal kes-kes bunuh, but not too deadly serious, ada kelakar and romance secukup rasa, this drama is highly recommended! 

         So dekat mana korang boleh tengok cerita ni? Firstly, if korang ada Viu, boleh tengok dekat situ. Secondly, boleh tengok jugak dekat 8TV (showtime I tak sure sorryyy) but not really recommended sebab iklan lama + potong-potong (biasalah Malaysia dan iklan lama berpisah tiada), and lastly if nak tengok online, I biasa tengok dekat ondramanice ! Drama ni tayang dekat Korea hari Isnin and Selasa pukul 8.30 malam kalau tak silap, and dekat website ni biasanya dah ada english subtitle in about 12 hours macam tu je so this is the fastest site I know and also website yang tak leceh ada seribu ads sexy dekat tepi-tepi hahaha. 

My explanations and review sucks but please PLEASE give this drama a chance. I guarantee korang tak menyesal. If korang menyesal, datang balik dekat blog I and comment dekat post ni and naikkan traffic blog I hahahahahha okk gurau BUT PLEASE. WATCH. THE. DRAMA LIKE PLEASE I TAK PERNAH MERAYU MACAM NI SEUMUR HIDUP I.

Okay tu je, bye.
Assalamualaikum 😊




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Teluk Cempedak, Kuantan | 9 Jun 2018

Assalamualaikum!

       So, as you guys know, or might not know, besides handlettering, I also do bullet journal, a.k.a bujo. You guys can simply Google to get the idea of what bullet journal is and how it looks like. Mine isn't as beautiful as pictures you guys might found, but, yeah, lebih kurang begitulah hahaha. I started bujo-ing since January 2017, so basically it's my second year bujo-ing. I ocassionally post pictures of my spread on my Instagram story and put it on highlights, and a few people replied that they're envious of how I'm able to keep up with journal-ing. So, since 2019 is coming real soon, maybe there's also some of you guys might be interested in bujo, but are afraid that it'll end up dibiarkan begitu saja terikat namun tak bertali, or fear that you guys might give up, here's some tricks that I can share.

1. You don't have to journal every single day.
       Although, you're everyday single, you don't necessarily need to journal everyday. Just like diary, you only write when there's anything funny, sad, interesting, etc happens in your life. Same goes with bullet journal. Most of the people in bullet journal community out there tends to design the spread before-hand so that's why you guys will see they have a complete days of the week in their bujo. As for me, that requires too much commitment and time, so I don't design before hand. That way, I can write only when I feel to because I'm not obligated to fill in the design for each day.

2. Decorate it!
      Now, here I'll get few excuses such as, "I tak berseni macam you", "I tak reti lukis", "Tulisan I tak lawa" and the list goes on. Although everything that is listed is wrong, as in, aku pun tak berseni, tak reti lukis, and tulisan buruk hahaha. However, decoration, doesn't necessary comes from you, if you know what I mean. It doesn't have to be something that you draw or write by yourself. You can always print out things, go to pinterest, and just type bullet journal printable, and tadaaa you'll see many things to choose from. Other than that, you can print out photos of your favourite artists, cartoons, or make it more meaningful by printing out selfies with your friends, photos of your cats, like, literally, anything. The point and uniqueness of bujo is it's only one in the whole world. You can never find a book, a journal similar to yours. So personalize it!

       If printing requires too much effort or time for you, you can always buy sticker from stores like Mr. D.I.Y (highly recommended sebab murah!) or Daiso or Kaison. If you say you don't know how to decorate your bujo, I suggest you to go through #bulletjournal on Instagram. You can get so many inspiration there. When I first started, I just directly copy how the bujo-ers paste their sticker, the senget benget, ada yang koyak-koyak kertas then tampal, tiru je. Just copy. Lama-lama, dah terbiasa and you know how to decorate your spread without any reference.

3. Everything doesn't have to be expensive and branded
       If you look on videos on Youtube, most of the bujo-ers have a branded notebook as their bujo. Of course, when it says branded, it means it costs quite some money. Plus, some of the things are hard to find in Malaysia unless you buy it online, and yes, shipping costs more money.

       For beginners I don't really suggest you to straight buy an expensive book for your journal, because for me, it took me halfway through the year barulah bujo I ada rupa bujo. 6 bulan sebelum tu, macam buku conteng budak tadika hahaha. So idk about you, but for me macam sayanglah buku dah mahal, tapi I ruined it. But if you memang berseni then of course you can spend money on it! If not, my suggestion is of course, notebook Mr. D.I.Y. But!!! There's very limited choice to choose from tbh because most of it are lined notebook and the lines are very obvious so that kinda ruin the spread. Kena pandai pilih. Ada line is okay, tapi kena cari yang line dia malu-malu camtu, macam nampak tak nampak je. You can also find your notebook at Daiso! This is recommended because Daiso have better choices of notebook. If you're lucky, you'll also find dotted and grid notebook, which the kind that lots of bujo-ers use. Harga still murah, design pun mostly cute je kan if from Daiso, so who wins? You win. Kaison also have many cute notebooks, but usually they sealed it with plastic so I don't really know how the inside looks like for most of it.

       Other than notebooks, decorations like tapes, stickers, sticky notes, Mr. D.I.Y got a looooot of cute ones and cost like RM 2~8 only. Same goes with pens! They got variety of pens, coloured, glittered, neon-coloured, mostly under RM10. It doesn't have to be from Muji, Stabilo, or any other well-known brands. This plays a part in your commitment to bujo-ing because let's say if your pen ran out of ink, you don't have the pressure to buy another one that cost quite an amount of money. Hope that makes sense, though.

4. If you don't have time, jot down in your phone first
       I understand, that nak betul-betul duduk, bawak keluar segala jenis pen, stickers blablabla and focus untuk journal almost everyday tu kadang-kadang leceh. So, if you're busy but still thought that whatever you went through is journal-worthy, you can always write in the Note in your phone first. Maybe you can write some important points so you wouldn't completely forget what happened? Kalau memory Dory macam I ni, memang senang je lupa so sometimes I do this. When it's weekend where I finally have some time and space to clear my mind and release my stress, baru I bukak my bujo. Senang, sekali tu je sepah-sepah pen terabur apa semua, and sekali tu je kemas everything semula.


So, I think that's all that I can share, for now? The most important thing is, do something that you're comfortable with. I do this bujo thing to release my stress, so let's say if I go too far out of what I'm comfortable with, that will just bring me another pressure. But, if you're okay with challenging yourself to do things that you've never done before, then why not? So, at the end, it all depends on yourself. I would love to upload some of my favourite spread in my blog someday, but let's wait until the day I have enough time to edit and blur out what I wrote in the journal since everything is too personal to share 😅 So let's keep that for next time, hopefully, soon.

Signing off.
Bye and Assalamualaikum! 😃

I'm still in dilemma whether to choose lined or blank-paged notebook for my bullet journal next year
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Assalamualaikum!
So, as the title, in this post I'm going to review a Korean movie entitled A Stray Goat. This movie came out April last year kalau tak silap. The main reason why I am watching is because the main actor is Park Jinyoung from GOT7 hehe. Walaupun dah lebih setahun released, aku baru macam tergerak hati and terasa ada mood nak tengok harini, so here I am. Actually, tak berniat pun nak tulis review, but ada a few messages in this movie yang aku rasa berbaloi kalau share. Before we start, this post contains SPOILER yang kaw piaw punya spoiler. I'll start off with the synopsis first, nanti bila dah masuk tang spoiler, aku letak spoiler alert, okay? This is my first time writing a review for a movie so please bear with my amateur review hahaha. So let's start with the movie poster first:


This is the link to the movie: Nunbal | Movie trigger warning: Bullies, lots of cursing, sexual assault

      The movie starts off with the main character, Cho Minsik, a priest's son, moving from Seoul to a rural village because his father is re-opening an abandoned church. There, he started to be friends with a few bad kids, who like to bully a girl named Yang Yejoo, because of her father was accused to kill one of the classmate's sister. Long story short, along the way, Minsik and Yejoo became friends, and even closer when Minsik showed her a stray goat that he found in the mountain.

I don't want to go in detail about what happens in  the movie, but what I'm gonna say first is, after watching this movie, the first thing that came in mind is literally "???????????????". Or at least that was how it was for me. Aku tenung skrin lama sikit, fikir-fikir kejap, barulah, "Oh..........." and it left me speechless, honestly. 

What I'm about to say after this contains light spoiler, but the message behind the scene was something worth the spoil. Ni, memang pada aku pengajaran paling besar dalam cerita ni.

      There's this one scene when Yejoo goes to the church to find Minsik after he was absent at school. Dia datang bawak kambing dia, naik bas, and even though pakcik bas tu marah sebab mana boleh bawak kambenk kan naik bas. Then sampai church tu, dia berhenti dekat satu lopak air ni. Aku legit ingat dia nak tengok reflection dia je, sekali, dia pijak lopak air tu, kaw kaw kotorkan kasut dia, then, she walked in the church. Masa tu orang dalam church tu tengah baca doa lah kan, dia jalan selamba je dengan kambing tu, bawak lumpur masuk church. Sampailah this one pakcik halau dia sebab ye lah, dahlah bawak masuk kambing, kotorkan pulak tu. Then she saw Minsik, hoping that he would say something, but Minsik buat-buat tak kenal je. (fuck u minsik)  Dah kena halau, Yejoo pun keluar lah. But then, she saw the same asshole pakcik dalam church, and instead of being embarassed of himself, he looked at Yejoo with the dirtiest look possible. (fuck u also pakcik)


This scene, is actually, very deep. The metaphor is just... mindblowing.

The goat represents as history of what had happened to Yejoo. She lost a very precious thing, but the bad history and memory remains with her everywhere she goes. What's done remained done. Remember the pakcik bas? Pakcik bas represents the public. Public will hate you because of your history, but what can you do? It's stuck with you forever. It's not like you can just leave it anywhere. 

The lopak air, represents as human's sins. Before Yejoo pijak lopak air tu, kasut dia bersih. Bila dia dah pijak, kasut dia kotor. Dia bawak dosa-dosa dia ke mana pun dia pergi.

Then she walked in the church, along with her bad history, bad memory, trauma, etc, along with the sins, but what did the people at church, who was supposed to be the "kind one" did? They looked at her with such judging looks, and chase her away from the church.

Is the church, or in our Malay culture lah, the mosque, or any religion place(?), religion house(?), is supposed to be for people who are religious only? Or, religious people kena kawan dengan religious people only? Yang ada dosa? Yang ada mistakes????

Disclaimer: aku tak kata semua orang alim berperangai begitu, tapi, walaupun sikit, ada tau golongan macam ni. Mana tahu terkena pulak dia baca post aku ni hehe. This is a note to myself too.

Ok tu je yang deepnya hehe.


---SPOILER ALERT---

Movie ni, sebenarnya, tergantung.  It has no definite ending. Ada ending, nanti aku cerita pasal ending dia, tapi ending tu tak semestinya ending. Faham kan? Ke tak? Seriously kalau korang tengok movie ni korang fahamlah maksud aku tu. After I finished watching the movie, I looked at what Jinyoung(who plays as Minsik) got to say about the movie and his character, and then I understand. I understand what the movie was about. 

       There's a lot of questions with no answer, honestly. In the earlier part of the movie, it was said that Minsik had to move to Goseong because he caused some trouble back then in Seoul. What he did, remains unknown until the end of the movie. Which I think means that we don't always know what happens in other people's live, what they've been through etc. Yejoo's father was accused as a killer, and there was this one part where he denied it when he was asked, but there was no final result, whether he really killed the victim or not. And also, the ending, which I said isn't definite. Yejoo was absent at school so Minsik was kind-of looking for her, but she was nowhere to be found. While walking, Minsik came across the stray goat that both he and Yejoo cherish a lot, but the goat was alone. Minsik chased for it, but he stumbled and fell down a few times, until the last time he fell, he just gave up and lay down, staring at the cloud, crying, until the snow came down. And that's it. The indefinite ending. We won't know if Minsik ever got up and chase again, if he found Yejoo, if he ever apologize to her, if he ever ended up with any relationship with her, no. We don't know what happens to Yejoo either. The ending is Minsik laying down, crying, what I see as regretting, and that's it.

Now, I'm about to elaborate on the climax of the story. Korang mesti curious kan kenapa Minsik ada rasa menyesal? Why did I mentioned if Minsik ever apologize to Yejoo? 

       Long story short, adalah sorang pakcik ni dia claim anak kambing yang Minsik dengan Yejoo jumpa tu dia punya kambing. Yejoo didn't want to let the goat go, so Minsik made a promise to the pakcik that he will buy the goat instead. But he got no money lorh this stupid boy 😑 Janji nak bagi duit the next day pulak tu eyyy bodoh ke? Haa marah ni marah. But he got the money. How? You watch sendiri la hahaha. He got the money, then the money got stolen pulak dah satu hal, and while dia pergi lawan-lawan nak ambik duit tu semula, Yejoo go to meet this pakcik alone. Yejoo still refuse to give the goat, so that pakcik mengamuk lah sebab dah lah duit takde, kambing kau nak. Banyak cantik muka kau? So pakcik tu pukul-pukul Yejoo, and then the pakcik being his asshole self, he raped Yejoo. THIS IS WHERE I GOT SO EMO LAH SEBAB MINSIK THEN DATANG LARI-LARI AND MASA TU PAKCIK TU DAH SIAP HIS DIRTY BUSINESS WITH YEJOO(it wasn't showed in detail don't worry) TAPI KIRANYA MINSIK TU TAHULAH KAN YEJOO TU KENA RAPE, PASTU, PASTU, PASTU, DIA BOLEH BLAH??????? WTF???? BRUH?????

This is why I have trust issue with good looking guys. Mesti, adaaaaa je yang tak kena. Aku cuba lah husnudzon ok mungkin dia gi panggil polis ke, orang lain ke nak mintak tolong kan? But no. He didn't come back...

The saddest thing is, Yejoo saw him running away 😭

Yejoo get the goat, but she lost her dignity. She went to school the next day, bringing the goat along. Of course lah she gets bullied and called names for it, but she didn't care enough. Lagi sedih, Minsik was absent that day.

After that, the scene yang Yejoo pergi church tu happened. 
Remember how Minsik only saw the goat alone, but without Yejoo? Like I said earlier, the goat symbolizes what happened to Yejoo. Minsik saw the goat because he actually knows. He'll be haunted with the regret, probably forever. Even when Yejoo is not there anymore. Anything could've happened to Yejoo, either she ran away, or no longer alive, but the history, what happened, what Minsik witnessed, happened, and nothing could change that fact.

After I finished watching, of course lah I couldn't help but to wonder why didn't Minsik say anything, do anything when he saw what happened to Yejoo and afterwards. The actor, Jinyoung himself pun kata dia tak puas hati kenapa character dia tak macam hero-hero filem yang lain. The answer, kinda blows my mind. Below is an interview with Jinyoung:

---END OF SPOILER---


There's also other messages in the story, that I'd like you to experience watching it by yourself, experience that "Oh........." moment when you finally understand. 

My comment about this movie is, this is a movie with an ordinary story, with ordinary characters, and ordinary ending, but still an amazing movie, nevertheless. 

It's realistic. No fairy tale kind of stuffs. Hero or not, in the end of the day, an ordinary human being has both strength and weaknesses. 

If you ask me to rate, 7.5/10 for storyline, 100/10 for the messages and uniqueness. Tapi perlu sel-sel otak berhubung lebih sikit lah sebab deep 😂

Okay, that's all kot yang I have to say about this movie. Sorry if my review is bad, berterabur ke apa ke. Sorry for the extreme rojak-ness ahahahaha that's just how I write. Some things are more comfortable written in english, while some in malay. Another review that I suggest you to read is here (but this one really contains lots of spoiler as it elaborate most scene in detail, so don't read if you're planning to watch the movie first!) 

Bye, Assalamualaikum 😊

17/10/17 😳💓
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Assalamualaikum!
Sebelum aku mulakan entry ni, nak cakap, awkward pulak nak menaip sebab dah lama tinggal blog ahahaha. Ampun maaf pada yang melawat blog ni tapi terpaksa menghadap post yang dah berkarat. Sebenarnya dah lama dah nak post entry ni tapi tahap kemalasan nak ambik gambar, edit, dan upload tu sangaaaaatlah tinggi.

     Sepanjang cuti sem 3 bulan ni, dengan bangganya aku nak bagitahu bahawa aku basically tak buat apape yang berfaedah pun. Rutin yang sama je tiap-tiap hari. Cuma, sejak-sejak cuti ni, aku try buat handlettering!! Dah lama dah nak cuba, I've tried it before tapi buruk nokharom pastu give up. Ni lepas tengok one of my coursemate, Amelynn post story dekat Instagram, aku pun tetiberrrr semangat nak buat jugak. Excited gila beli brush- Pentel Aquash Water Brush, harga RM 10.40 boleh jumpa kat Popular. Siap beli sketchbook, watercolour guna adik punya je jenama Buncho sebab nak beli cam membazir entah jadi entah tak kan. Tapi best la masa usha-usha barang tu dengan adik, dia memang minat benda-benda berkaitan art ni, so dia pun excited sekali masa nak membeli. So balik terus try guna brush, ni, masa memula aku try guna, tak tengok video ke apa ke:

*istighfar banyak-banyak sebab buruk sangat*

Yang bebanyak Aina tu adik aku yang tulis sebab dia obses dengan diri dia sendiri.
Ni pulak lepas try tiru-tiru contoh kat gugel:


Konon masa ni dah lawa sangat dah ni hahaha dah terbayang boleh buat duit. Istighfar lagi sekali.

But seriously, handlettering is a lot more fun than I expected. Walaupun stress sebab tak reti sangat nak guna berus, and like I said dekat title tu, aku ni tangan kayu orangnya. Tapi aku minat art, cuma cam emmmm takde bakat hahaha. Lepastu adalah tiru-tiru quotes dekat google, weheartit, and these are the progress:

 Quote tiru. Ni buat masa first day belajar handlettering lol

Quote tiru 2.0

This one sesaje ceconteng, tapi lowkey nak jugak buat nampak cantik hahaha. 

Ugh sorry this one is so low quality. Youngjae's favourite quote and his nickname 💖

 Song lyrics 💖 Nervous gila buat ni sebab takut spoil background dah lawa (lah jugak). Lama kot nak tunggu kering tu hahaha.

this one in goes in my bullet journal 💖

 Song lyrics again. I just love this lyric so why not hahaha. Getting Wet by Beenzino.

 Ni antara yang latest tapiiii buruk af sebab tangan gigil. Bila nak buat yang serious, yang bajet-bajet macam kalau jadi nak post kat instagram, mestiiiiiii tangan gigil gila. And mulalah semua huruf tak jadi. 

Ni yang paling latest, untuk birthday Nazeera, 3/9/2017. Honestly hmmm bangga lah jugak dengan yang ni hahaha. Glitter-glitter tu guna Art Rangers Glitter Tempera Paint, beli kat Mr. DIY harga RM 2.90 ke 3.90, tak ingat hehe. 

Tu a few yang sedap mata memandang, yang selebihnya.... Istighfar banyak-banyak lagi. Hahaha. The point of this post is bukan nak kata aku buat handlettering ni lawa, just nak share the progress from buruk nak mampus, and sekarang boleh la kan, ada la jugak rupa walaupun still tangan gigil hahaha. And ni jugak untuk rujukan akan datang, mana tahu nanti gambar hilang ke, nak kena delete ke, at least dalam blog dah ada.

       Now, kumpul duit, berjimat cermat nak beli better brush, watercolours. Benda-benda ni semua nak kata murah, tak jugak. Nak jadi cantik mahal, nak jadi berseni pun mahal, and lagi parah bila nak jadi dua-dua pada masa yang sama 😂 

       Lastly, nak kata, kalau korang ada teringin nak belajar or buat something, go for it! Start now! Cantik ke, jadi ke, tak penting, yang penting bila dah cuba tu puas hati. Jangan expect terus perfect, and jangan cepat sangat give up tau! Mula slow-slow, at that one point walaupun belum sampai level perfect, bila you tengok balik your progress and improvement, rasa puas hati sangat. Rasa macam wow bangga and sayangnya diri sendiri 💞 

Ok tu je. Bye.
Assalamualaikum 😊

Cuti dah nak habis *nangis dekat bucu bilik*
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